Buzzed and soaring
away
from pain
numbed by the feeling of
awesomeness
Going so high up
I can see the world.
It's like I'm a bird,
flying away
from the places I call
reality.
The best I've ever felt
and then some.
Everything seems better
love
hate
sorrow
happiness
sex
t.v.
food
people.
Everything seeems better
Then,
crashing so hard
I can taste dirt for weeks
The real world sets in.
Pain,
is back. The worst
feeling
ever.
Everything is how it's supposed to be.
Heartbreaking
violent
stressful
life-killing
real.
Everything is how it's supposed to be.
But it only takes one thing
ti send me buzzing and soaring,
away