Those painful memories do recede,
As I watch it bleed ,
It’s been so long since my friend soothed me
Such a red reunion we will need.

Cursed with an addiction so deep,
Like a high of ecstasy
Just a little push won’t do,
A deep line across maybe enough for you.

Emotions run on empty,
Cutting to feel yet forget,
It’s like I’m already gone,
There’s nothing left for me now.

Just push a little harder,
It’s too late to go back now,
Ill Close my eyes and float away,
In the end I know all will be okay.






Then this beautiful angel saved me,
Freed me from my curse of ecstasy,
I could finally feel without the need to bleed,
And now I can breathe without the memories