Please stop calling me
Every phone call hurts
I hear your voice
Your laugh
Your silence
And I ache within
Because it’s not mine anymore
Because I’m selfish
Because I pull you in
And push away
And I just want to be loved
Please stop calling me
It just opens the wound
And I bleed
And I cry
And I never heal
But somewhere deep down
I admit –
I don’t want it to heal
Because if it goes away
It’s as if our love
Was never there
And if you never happened
How do I explain
The part of me
You took?
Please stop calling me
It makes me miss you bad
And I close my eyes
Until I can’t
Think of anyone
Or anything
But you
And the sadness washes over me
Wave
After
Wave
Please stop calling me
Please…
Don’t stop calling me