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Light at the end of the tunnel
Avoiding all eye contact
Trying to keep a smile
I sit there in agony
Keeping myself in denile
The only time I look up
I feel my stomache drop
I've seen that smile one to many times before
But i hold my breath to keep my heart from hitting the floor
My tears build up beneath my eyelids
A hug to push me over this edge
D*** these feelings I have
My internal battle leads me over the ledge
Sulking and feeling sorry for myself day after day
My emotions burts out from me like a cold winter rain
Tears sliding down my cheeks leaving me empty and bare
Trying not to care, so I can esacape this pain
Letting go is like giving up
But what more do I have to give
When I gave you everything
I gave my life and my heart away, so why do I still live?
Seeing so many smileing faces around me
All the couples kissing and holding hands
Why wasnt I good enough?
Why couldnt I just be happy and portray my old plans?
All I wanted was to be loved back
To hold on to that feeling I had when I was in your arms
But now its been rippied away
And the darkness and heartbreak swarms
Being pulled under into the darkness is all I feel
A masked vegenace of my past
Somewhere I had to have gone wrong
Because the love I felt so strong and pure, just couldnt last
What have I done wrong
To endure such a fate
I just want to give up
but everyone just tells me to wait
What am I waiting for?
If I dont even want to be here..
Its selfish to make me suffer
To steal your love away and make me feel this pain to bare
I Was happy..
I Had everything Ive ever wanted.
But it was stolen away from me
Now the memories is all I have left, leaving my every thought to be haunted
I can say it over and over again
But my words have no effect
Full of empty meanings
My once happy life has now been wrecked
The smile I give is fake beyond measure
The tears I have come put my eyes like rivers
My body aches
Leaving me to temble and shake
Thinking of ways to be happy
I come up with none
The darkness that enguls and consumes my being
Has finally won
Walking onto the bridge
Feeling the wind twirl my hair like a funnel
Who knows
Maybe I'll find that light im searching for
At the end of my tunnel.
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