Nothing I do works
Im tiring myself out and craving the perks
I wont shame myslef into thinking
But what i cant bring myself to admit to, I have a destened longing for you
I can scream cry make you look deep into my eyes but it won't make me feel better at all
I scribble your name in a circular frame and then add a heart plus me
But i carry this sign for everyone to be confused even you are you confused
Because i dont know what to tell you when you are touching my knee. It's wrong and it can never be right
And i want you to keep it fair but there's a warming that's never been there.
Breaking my back and trying to find a more comfortable position but that wont do because this cant go through
I ask myself why not me until i realize its she that to your heart has the key
I wont be her i cant be her as much as i desire
Although i love you this evergoing pain is dier
I cant live this way
breathing expectantly for nothing that is coming
Because i know that in the end i'm the one who needs to catch up and i'll always be running