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Pondered Thoughts of You

April 26, 2011
By itskaylee. BRONZE, Pawleys Island, South Carolina
itskaylee. BRONZE, Pawleys Island, South Carolina
3 articles 7 photos 12 comments

As I sit and wait for some sort of message;
some sign to know that this is true
I realize, what am I waiting for?
Are you really worth this stress?
Sure the butterflies were heaven for a minute
but now my dreams have wandered too far.
I've taken a journey down the path of no return
and now I'm locked into your spell.
I need to find a way to free myself
and let go of what could have been.
Why are my emotions so everlasting?

This can't be normal

to wish,


and dream,



and hope for so much.
I just want to be happy.

If happiness doesn't come without you,
then I've got to find a way to fix this and create us.


The author's comments:
I had the biggest crush on this guy and I thought he had developed feelings for me as well, but I kept getting mixed messages. This is how I wrote it out on paper in my moment of confusion and frustration. I hope there are other girls who can relate.

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on Jun. 18 2011 at 12:59 am
itskaylee. BRONZE, Pawleys Island, South Carolina
3 articles 7 photos 12 comments
:) thanks!

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on Jun. 17 2011 at 5:57 pm
CarolynQ GOLD, Manalapan, New Jersey
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Wow I love this and the way it's set up. It's got a good flow and rythme :) so cute too. Haha very relatable!!!

on Jun. 1 2011 at 7:49 pm
itskaylee. BRONZE, Pawleys Island, South Carolina
3 articles 7 photos 12 comments
hahaa, yeahh, I don't think they'll ever learn

on May. 31 2011 at 2:03 pm
addisparkles BRONZE, Columbus, Ohio
2 articles 1 photo 1 comment

Favorite Quote:
“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...” -Pete Wentz

I can definatly relate to this some guys are so clueless! lol