Wow it’s so hard to deal with is every day
Writing is the only way to express myself now
I can’t talk to you because you can really careless
I tell myself that it is going to be ok
But I feel my body getting weaker and weaker
There is no point to live right now
I wish to just stand out from the crowd
But it is too hard
So hard to look inside of someone’s heart
I can barely thing
Sitting in a depressive mode
Not knowing which way to turn
You just don’t know
Is it wrong to be scared?
Every one thinks that I am strong
Waiting on you to see about me
I don’t think its going to happen