Pushed everyone away, now they’re gone
Did all of this for you, now you’re no where to be found

I worry so much each and every day
Facing every day with you away

Waiting for 11:11 to come back one more time
A best friend is all I wish to find

I never thought I was someone who couldn’t keep people close
This is reality, and its what you chose

You don’t see that I’m all alone?
Again and again, this harsh wind blows

You don’t see that I’m lost with no one, not even you?
You don’t see I’ve been beaten and bruised?

I feel like you ran from me and left me here
I pushed everyone away just to live in fear