Having succumb to a hope for love
I failed terribly
And to my devastation
Nothing had come of it.
My destiny slowly becomes nothing.
I pray
I strive
Oh, How to survive?
I walk alone
On a cold, dark road
That I moronically continue to follow
Where time is of the essence
Pain is too strong
And frustration unending.
I pray
I strive
Oh, How to survive?
I was a fool to think anyone would even want to come along.
It's selfish to know and understand
No one could accompany me, no one.
Will I ever succeed in anything?
Can happiness still be?
I pray
I strive
Oh, How to survive?
What are the examples I set?
What would that existence mean to anybody, anyway? I fret about in this lonely house.
I better have powers yet to discover
Or tragedy will irresistibly strike, again and again and

!!AGAIN!!
I pray
I strive
Oh, How to survive?
The agonizing try and try AGAINS!
Everything irritates my soul, deeply!
The whole world might as well be the antagonist to me!
But who am I?
A hero?
Certainly NOT...
IMPOSSIBLE...
...I thought...
So I persuade myself to continue.
I Pray
I strive!
But someone, ANYONE, ANSWER ME THIS, How the h*** do I survive!?