Something more... is it possible? To feel the ultimate satisfaction... To receive everything that you have ever wanted.
Here I am, a beast wanting what is never given to me, craving for the impossible, striving for the simply complicated theory of perfection. Wanting acceptance, the only thing denied to me from the mother and father that never love, yet hit and abused me.
Seeking love wanting everything thing taken away which was stolen from me, by one more attractive, wanting to go back, rewind the clock and change everything, to kiss my love one last time. Wanting nothing more than to receive things I was refused, that eventually broke my spirit over time. Wishing, wanting, and hoping needing… Everything that was ripped away, wanting everything back that broke me…