There
I did it
That's it
Hate me forever
I deserve it
I couldn't take it anymore
Trying to hold on
Everyday
It was all getting worse
And worse
Every thought
Circling in my head
Can't you see?
I'm not as strong as you
I wish I were

This is because of him
The pain he made me feel
All I am to him
Nothing
Only a punishment
You will hate me
But I just couldn't do it anymore

I know what you would say
That I shouldn't listen
But I tried
Tried blocking it out
Months
And months
And then
Alone
I broke down
Defeated and angry
The pain took over

And now
I'm more sorry than words can say
But like you said
You would forgive me one last time
We can finally be friends again
But there I went and ruined it
You won't forgive me
I know
I don't deserve it
I'm sorry