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How Much I love You

March 7, 2012
By nolanje80 PLATINUM, Kalispell, Montana
nolanje80 PLATINUM, Kalispell, Montana
30 articles 19 photos 25 comments

Favorite Quote:
&ldquo;When you&#039;re dreaming with a broken heart <br /> The waking up is the hardest part <br /> You roll outta bed and down on your knees <br /> And for a moment you can hardly breathe&rdquo; <br /> ― John Mayer


Hot, salty tears glisten on my pale cheeks
Singing painful songs trying to teach me
But this cycle will never end,
No matter how much I hate how much I love you

To end it was just an instinct, my ancestrial feelings kicking in
A smile graces my face as i laugh at how stupid this all is
And I still hate how much I love you.

This pain is a gain,
An emotional growth, there as a callous
that will protect & harden until it's like a rock
But I still hate how much I love you.

I think of what could have, should have been
and how things would be different
I can't believe how much I hate how much I love you

This love, this hate
it's just another round of painful blows followed by laughter
And yet, I love how much I love you.



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on Apr. 23 2012 at 12:17 pm
nolanje80 PLATINUM, Kalispell, Montana
30 articles 19 photos 25 comments

Favorite Quote:
&ldquo;When you&#039;re dreaming with a broken heart <br /> The waking up is the hardest part <br /> You roll outta bed and down on your knees <br /> And for a moment you can hardly breathe&rdquo; <br /> ― John Mayer

thanks! I try really hard to express feelings that are close to me, even if it measn crying a little in the process! :)

on Mar. 15 2012 at 11:21 am
Mrs.Niall_Horan BRONZE, Chicago, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
I think they should have a Barbie with a buzz cut. :P

omg. adorable. im a sucker for gushy poems :) GOOD JOB!!!!!!!!!