This can't go on any longer

 It doesn't matter how strong my feelings are 

That doesn't hide the fact that...I will always be her

I can say I'm him and write it everywhere over a billion times

Still nothing changed

Same look

Same personality 

Same person...

I don't want to give into what they all say

That things will be easier if I just be is way

Because it won't be easy 

At least not for me

I want to be able to be happy

To feel safe

To be normal...

I see the truth 

I can no longer try and hold onto something

That is just a dream

Something that might never come true

Not in this life time

I was born as her for a reason

Which is unknown

Although...I do believe that I've always been him no matter what anyone else says

I am him

And he is me

I may need a reality check but for now

I'm be happy as who I feel most comfortable am

Because that is what my reality is