What more do you want from me?
Haven’t I given you enough?
I hang out with you,
Waiting to break at any moment,
Your words and actions tearing at my heart,
Shattering my mind,
Dissolving my soul.

What more do you want from me?
I try my best to act happy.
I try my best to act like you’re not annoying me right now.
I go along with what you talk about,
I ignore you sometimes,
Just to tell myself that everyone is left out sometimes.
I don’t do it intentionally,
I just have to have the upper hand sometimes,
Just like everyone else.

What more do you want from me?
No one cares about me here.
No one cares about me out there either.
I may post random crap,
But it entertains me.
It gives me something to talk about,
Whether its serious or funny.
But no one cares about it.
No one cares about me here.

What more do you want from me?
Are you trying to ruin my life?
Are you trying to give me the worst possible moments I could think of?
Are you teasing me?
Giving me the best things in the world,
And then tearing them all down.
You’re cruel.
You’re so very cruel.
You may love having fun,
Just like everyone else does that picks on me,
But you’re just cruel.
You may have control,
And you may control everything else in this world,
But that doesn’t make anyone like you.
You’re so very, very cruel, life.
You’re so very, very cruel, God.