Sometimes I ponder
sit and wonder
stare into space
thinking of your face
but now,
you've let me down
if i can't be honest with myself; how can I be honest with anyone else?
and how will I be truthfull with you?
and how will you do the same
I know I lied
I didn't have to tell you for you to put two and two together
tomorrow things will get better, I assune
or will they?
we're not friends are are we?
you should really let me know
instead of ignoring me
forgetting my calls
barely speaking
prolonging the obvious tensions between us
sitting like alone
maybe. you should tell me
be honest, at least now I can
because, if you can't trust me enough to tell me what's wrong
or if you'll be okay
maybe
we shouldn't be friends