How can you live with yourself knowing you've put me through hell?

How do you sleep, knowing you broke my confidence into a million irreparable pieces, You shattered my already broken soul?

My heart burns.
My mind is unspoken.
My fury builds.
My hatred grows.
My soul disperses amonst the shattered pieces of my heart.

I cringe in fear every time you shoot futile comments at me.
You never see the real me.
You only see what I decide to show.
Some things I can't hide.
Words do hurt,despite what people say. The words people say to me cut into my skin deeper than any blade can. It's sad, really. That you propel yourself higher and higher on the confidence scale when you bring me lower and lower down. I continue to sink, and you float among the waters of my tears and blood.

Stop, Leave me alone. Go away.