The more I cut, the more I bleed and the than that means its less I see the way I hurt the people that I need.
The more I lie, the more I cry and that means its the more I die on the inside.
I'm afraid, kinda like I was never made, and should just go and get lost in the waves.
I feel like I'm being convicted for something so dumb as to being addicted, so now my feels are restricted.
Its like I crave the sharpness of the blade.
I cant bare the fact the every time I looked around no one was there and all I felt was air.
I know that when I look into my own eyes, I need to break off all the bad ties and start being wise in life.
I wanna be free from all the evil, hurtful things and just be me.
I need to keep my body pure and not have a single painful tear.
So this is me, unlocking everything that I need, and throwing away the key don't let me fall...
please.