I need help
I need guidance
I need to feel a burst of light shining through me
I need to discover the hidden treasures kept buried deep down in my soul
I need to know what it feels like to feel bound to someone.
To know that there is light instead of darkness
To see people instead of shadows
To understand why?
Why I feel like every cell in my body wants to explode
Why I feel my heart clench and my eyes tingle but nothing comes out
Where did my freedom go?
The time is ticking away, tick tock, tick tock
The world is spinning on its axis, people are moving but I’m standing still, screaming until my vocal cords are destroyed, until every cell in my body can no longer breathe.
I need to understand me.