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Was It Worth This?

June 15, 2013
By SheaLB GOLD, Senatobia, Mississippi
SheaLB GOLD, Senatobia, Mississippi
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When life gives you lemons, make grape juice, and sit back to watch while the world try to figure out how you did it.


So, I am weak.
Is this what you wanted to do when I showed you a way to hurt me?
Or, was it something else?
I hope it was.
But I cannot wait any longer to find out.
The not knowing is tearing me up inside.
Maybe, just maybe, you are hurt like I am?

Not likely with how you have behaved,
But there is always a chance,
Right?
Can I just have my friend back?
Can we stop this fighting now?
I am sorry for whatever I did to make you upset with me,
I truly am.
But I will not apologize for how I reacted.
Sorry to disappoint.

I know you are upset,
But I would like to know why.
I would like to know why you seem to hate me now.
It may hurt now,
But if I know it will not hurt later in life.
I trust you,
Now, even though you do not want it,
It is your turn to trust me
If you can...
So, was it worth this?


The author's comments:
I was inspired to write this after a fight with my friend. I find it difficult to trust and open up to people. A week after I opened up to him and put my trust in him, we had a fight over something I said. I believe that if I get this out of my system, then it will be easier to speak with.

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