I want to feel
So strongly
That I will never again doubt that I can
That my heart will change color, that my brain will change shape
That the feeling becomes the axis of me
That the feeling is all that is
And all that matters, al that ever should
That I understand why the world is– that I am
Imprinted with the shape of it
Smell everything through its smell
That its color taints everything I see
To feel so
So strongly
That everything is sharp, everything is
Razor-fine-detail
That my head bursts with the force of it
That I never again need to eat
Or drink
Or sleep
Or just that – simply that
For just
One
Life-determining fraction of eternity
One minuscule segment of existence, I know
What it means to be complete.