Echoes From My Heart
(Part 1 When I was Hurt)

Never exposed the pain truly inside
That pain from no one saying I'm proud of you
The pain, people proposing problems with me being gay, calling me a fag
It's like the devil just wants me to lag and drag
As I question myself "why am I so mad?"
Where is the root of this anger?

Why when I get around my family
Do I feel like an unknown stranger?
In a world of internal pain
Though I smile, you can't see the true echoes from my heart
I laugh when there's no joke as a cover up from my heart, being chocked
From a painful event;
That made my heart feel bent
Molest, anger, drinking, smoking, drugs, rape, depression, cross dressin a STD
You name it, and that was me
My heart is something you can't see inside
If you could you'd know I hated this life ride

Part 2 (When I was getting over)
So God help me to see you'll be faithful to me, and I'll worship thee
The echoes from my heart
Screams and echoing scream
Like a new born with no mother
Awakened from a bad dream
I'm unless, I am worthless it seems
My heart screams!!!
Echoes, echoes, echoes
Echoes of Love me
Echoes of care
Echoes of I'm lonely
Echoes of life isn't fair
The echoes from my heart is not a happy tune
It's like an awakened human in a tomb
It's like my life is absolutely doomed
God I need you to rain the Echoes of your heart
Your heart that gives me my heart
I need the echoes of I love you
I'm here
I'll comfort you, I'm near
I don't even need you to physically appear
I just need to hear the echoes from your heart

Part 3 (When I made it through)
God now I hear your echoes
I thank you for seeing me through
For representing your word true
From drawing me to you
I hear your echoes of
"I'll bless you, I'll protect you
I'll caress you, I won’t reject you
I'll care for you, I'll heal you
I'll be there for you, I'll fill you
I'll provide for you, I died for you"
And it's repeating, and repeating and repeating
Lord your echoes keep me believing
Hear my echoes of gratitude
Because of you
I have no attitude, no lust, no hurt, no pain, no immorality
God your echoes took me to reality
My words are echoes repeating
God you made me new so echoes went from pain to receiving God's heavenly rain
My life was a roller coaster, now it's a walk at a park
Because of God's echoes my deliverance mellowed
My deliverance sparked
Lord hear the Echoes from my heart