I have a disability I hate my self for being handy capped because I always get looked down on and when I walk around people stare at me and I just hate my feet and legs I hate how I can't walk that well I hate everything about me I try not to bring this side out but it always comes out I cry at night thinking about this I just wish I could be normal so when I get married I would be able to carry her and be able to walk on the beach while holding her hand But I can't I never will be normal I will never be able to walk right I will never be able to do things that I've wanted my life it's a living hell sometimes I think girls don't like me because of my crutches