Endless nights that I spend crying,

Hopeless hours of my heart dying.

Millions of tears shamefully shed.

Endless nights awake in bed.


When everyone loves me except for myself.
Endless nights crying and nothing else.
Lack of self confidence and insecure.
I’m living a life and I’m unsure.


Endless nights of pondering

Useless dreams of wondering

What my purpose is, what is my goal?

While these endless nights have murdered my soul.

I can’t handle the pressure and the pain.
To feel this way is such a shame.
I hate my feelings toward my heart.
Endless nights won’t allow me to start.


Endless nights I can’t believe

Full of trickery, they deceive.

Eyes closed, head towards the floor.

Breaking now, I can’t handle any more.


I want to be finished; I want to be through.
I’m lost and confused; it’s because of you.
I don’t even care, anymore I feel dead.
Endless nights spent crying in bed.



Endless nights spent alone.

With only dreams to call my own.

The tears I cry each endless night

Will soon one day leave me in flight.