Your face haunts my dreams
Your blue eyes pierce my soul
I die at the glimpse of you
The mention of your name stops my heart
I follow you like a blind lamb after the shepherd
I am magnetized to you like the poles are attracted
You infest and take over my mind like a disease
Polluting and poisoning me till nothing remains
I am in agony in your absence
I am starved without your voice
You feed the fire within me
You give my heart wings
You coax out hidden feelings
You awaken the love to give warmth again
You douse my hatred and anger
You are a light in my dark world
All my other crushes have been meaningless
Coming and going like everything else in life
They say love at first sight is silly and false
I was so young but I knew what I felt
And still you're in my heart
After all these years
You are the arrow through my heart
And I love the pain with a fierce desire
I resist you with everything in me
I try to hide and stay away
But you are a cunning snare
And I fall for you every time
I forget that there are other girls
I forget that I am just another
I forget that you don't feel like I do
I forget that you don't love me
You are so blind
You don't realize that with you
I reach for the stars
I dream bigger
I smile with the memory of you
I love again
I forget about hatred
You don't realize that you have given me
Life
Hope
Happiness
Love
Feeling
Because to you I'm just another one
But to me you are the only one.