I did what I always do,
I messed everything up,
I really hurt you,
I didnt want this.

I did the worst thing I could,
Another guy kissed me and I didnt stop him,
I know why I did it will never be understood,
I didnt want this.

I started getting feelings for you,
You were starting to get too close,
I had to do something to push you away,
I didnt want this.

I always do this,
You didnt deserve this,
I'm so sorry,
I didnt want this.

I hope one day you'll understand,
But honestly,
I dont want to fall in love,
I just want to be loved,
Thats All I Want.