My heartaches with a low tender pain
I look up at you,
Dizziness instantly takes captive of my sanity,
I search until fatigue,
Fall to the floor is all I can do,
and cry out you name
Fall asleep I tell myself with the pillow cradling me tonight,
Is this all I have to stand on,
a slick downward slope
His arms should be holding me tight,
Holding me from falling,
does he not love me,
My heart has turned on me becoming malignant,
Without him what is my cure,
The infection courses through my veins,
a unstoppable illness,
Every cells of love being destroyed,
I now peer into his baby blue eyes,
Fresh as glacier water,
Pure and impeccable,
So much life in something so frail,
His lips move forming words ,
Why can’t I hear?,
I fall backwards away from him,
A dark mass surrounds me,
All I can see is his light chestnut toned hair,
I reach out for him,
I scream for him,
My hand goes untouched,
Unheld