I will cease to think
Or feel
Or form any kind of opinion
That would separate me from the rest of
Everyone.

To blend into the concrete,
To shove my bones back into the wall
That I tried so desperately to climb out of,
I will give up.

I will surrender
All my dreams and hopes
So that they can show what is
real and truly possible
And important.

I don't have a good reason for any of this,
I don't feel it would be true.
All I know is that I'm tired
Of feeling unprioritized.
Immature.
Childish.

I don't know anything to really cry about,
I don't have anything to get my hopes down.
I don't even have anything to get my hopes up.
I don't have anything.

So I don't have anything to keep standing for.


I am invisible,
How can someone invisible do anything but
Blend in?