My heart is cold.
My mind is running out of control.
I'm in a spiral.
The walls are closing in.
The room is spinning.
I can't think or act.
My heart is frozen in the past.
I'm stuck in my tracks.
You grab me by the hand and pull me out.
I try to fight you screaming "No let me go."
You manage to pull me out saying "I can't, I can't let you go."
I say "Why not?"
You Just say "I can't."
I say "Just let be."
I'm trying to get free and jump back in the spiral.
The one thing I tell him is that I wish to be free of him and me.
I tell him "He's like a tattoo stuck on me,who just won't fade away."
He says "I'm a big disaster.He tells me that he wishes he could fix our past, but I know as well as he does that nothing can fix our shattered past.