I said it because I don't know why.

I said it because I haven't any heart left to share.

Despite how much I wish I could give it to you.

Please let me just explain..

Just I can't.

Because if I get to know you and you get to know me.

If you find out my secrets and the whirring, ticking of my mind.

If you still like me, if you still want me after that.

Then you would be crazy.

Just like me.

And then if you broke me, it would be my fault.

It would be my fault because I let you come closer than arms length.

And then I'd be broken, and I would be to afraid to let anyone try to fix me.

Then I'd be broken forever.

And then my life would be one storm, one forever storm.