For four long years it's been a painful struggle 

trying to keep secret what i didn't want anyone to know

From my flare up and diagnosis in 2011 to my sugery in september

battling and fighinting this diease until the victor was claimed 

I thought that for the rest of my life i would have this but the lord wouldn't have it to be 

like his eye is on the sparrow his eye is on me 

finally i getting another chance up to bat with a normal life

lots of people take that for granted but then they wish they could go back after something tragic has happend to them 

That's what happened to me when i got U.C. but now i can finally be l00 percent me