Sometimes I just need to get away, sometimes I put on pair of headphones and get lost in world that's inexplainable. I think of life and how it exists, if all my friends are just illusions, dreams so real I can feel them. I wonder if all the things I see are like the most realistic simulator ever made, if all I'm seeing is just a game, a lie, a person controlling me ruining my life every chance they get. Is life a game, or is it something too advanced we don't understand. So if your a friend of mine, please wake me up when I'm not answering, because if you don't I will burst out in tears, from thinkinf too long. I don't want to think about it too long.