I fall in love with boys

Who taste like cigarettes

Who don't speak a lot

Or smile at me much

I fall in love with boys

Who kiss like it's their major

Who f*** like life depends on it

And never stay the night

I fall in love with boys

Who smell like burning leaves

Who rarely read anything

And always argue with me

I fall in love with boys

Who always wear all black

Who show up at my doorstep

With a rubber in place of flowers

I fall in love with boys

Who will never love anything

But a greasy old car

And their left hand

I fall in love to pass the time

And fall out in the blink of an eye

Nothing ever stays

Because I don't want it to

Subconciously I am always

Crawling back to you