So, I was wrong

My "buddy" my "best friend" left me

He said he'd always be there

He said he really cared,

But he left

Everyone keeps leaving me

My dad wants to come back

All he does is lie

There's a reason for my trust issues

They said I could count on them

My "friend" said he cared

If he cared why did he want me to leave him alone forever?

I asked for his help, for his advice

He said bye, I got my own problems

I thought we helped eachother? You and me like family.

I knew I shouldn't have let him in my life again

I can no longer trust anyone

My friends, my family, any type of guy

Look what they did to me

They ruined my life

I'm afraid to trust

I don't want to get hurt again

My future? It'll be the same

No one can have my trust

They with it like it's a game

I'm tired of all these games

They're ruining my life

What did I do to deserve this?

I tried to be a good friend

Everytime I try, nothing happens

They always leave me

They always say goodbye

Now I'm getting sick and tired

Of all these messed up lies

Here's my life

You want it? You can have it

This drama I'm going through, I've had it

If he wanted me out of his life

He should've said something sooner, I would've left

As for my dad?

I don't know if I want him back

I'm scared he might hurt me again

How will I ever trust again?

Can I ever trust again?