I'm unlucky.

I sit in class,

on the verge of tears,

because I don't want ot be there.

I cry in the bathroom,

calling my mom- or someone-

to come get me.

The answer's always no.

I don't really get bullied by the students,

but by the teachers.

It's not directed at me, but

they prove to everyone that I'm stupid.

I try my hardest on the work

and I used to assk questions

but then I realized,

that I'll fail no matter what.

Lunch is the worst part of the day.

I'm too afraid to go to the cafeteria,

so I sit with my so-called "friends"

in the stairway.

They eat,

but not me.

I'm too fat to eat...

I finish up school,

and go to the bus.

A crowded, stupid bus ride.

When I get home, at last,

I can't do my homework.

I can't do anything.

I sit in my room

and sleep through the rest of the day 

until morning.

Then, I wake up,

and start it all over again.

I don't think this is a matter of luck,

I think it's fate.