My decision is coming for me to make.
Will I stay where I am or go and face my fate?
I know what waits for me behind my closed door.
It’s not too late I can stay out like I did the night before.
But I can’t tell someone I’m afraid to go home, that if I do it’ll lead to more pain I can’t absorb
But I have to do it.
So I take that step into the house for all night war.
Against the abuser,
Against the one person I don’t understand why they’re a user.
But I guess it’s not for me to understand,
But I hope tonight will be the last night
I’ll have to make my decision.