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Not this time.

May 5, 2015
By SierraSpears BRONZE, Lingle, Wyoming
SierraSpears BRONZE, Lingle, Wyoming
4 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone your afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." - John Green


The tears ache to brace my sob.
But I won’t let them.
I won’t be weak.
Not this time.

The sob roars in my chest.
But I won’t let it out.
I won’t give in.
Not this time.

The air has difficulty coming in and out of my lungs.
But I won’t let it stop.
I won’t give up.
Not this time.

But the thought stabs into my soul.
And the tears are relieved, the roar is silenced and I can’t breathe.
I’ve let go.
Maybe next time.
 


The author's comments:

This is for the people who have ever felt the need to cry at a time when it is most unacceptable. This is how I've felt. It's hard to hold in the tears when it's tearing you up from the inside out. It's hard to just push through the pain of whatevers happening and often I find myself failing to hold in the "roar" of the sob that is inhuman to my body. This is for those people who just need to cry at those times.


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on May. 10 2015 at 10:15 pm
SugarLover127 SILVER, Hartville, Ohio
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Where is personal gain and perseverance without a couple failures?

This is extremely moving and inspiring. You're an excellent writer!

on May. 8 2015 at 7:24 pm
Slenderchick SILVER, Hooper, Utah
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Favorite Quote:
I Am Your Demon<br /> I am the shadow that lurks in the night<br /> I am the darkness that brings terror, fright<br /> I am the demon that comes in your dreams<br /> I am the horror that thrives from your screams<br /> I am the monster that lurks in your mind<br /> Inside of your mirror I&#039;m not hard to find<br /> I am the nightmare inside of your soul<br /> I am the anger raging out of control<br /> I am your demon, your mirror, your shade<br /> You cannot control me, my presence shan&#039;t fade<br /> I am you nightmare, your shadow, your dream<br /> I am your voice, your vision, your scream<br /> I am the madness inside of your head<br /> I shall stay here inside you until you are dead<br /> Tim Vallie


on May. 7 2015 at 11:02 pm
SierraSpears BRONZE, Lingle, Wyoming
4 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Maybe there&#039;s something you&#039;re afraid to say, or someone your afraid to love, or somewhere you&#039;re afraid to go. It&#039;s gonna hurt. It&#039;s gonna hurt because it matters.&quot; - John Green

Thanks for your comment and input! It really means a lot to me!

Joey8 said...
on May. 7 2015 at 9:32 pm
Joey8, Garden City, New York
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It&#039;s when you know you&#039;re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what&quot; - Harper Lee

such a strong moving poem

on May. 6 2015 at 10:45 pm
SierraSpears BRONZE, Lingle, Wyoming
4 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Maybe there&#039;s something you&#039;re afraid to say, or someone your afraid to love, or somewhere you&#039;re afraid to go. It&#039;s gonna hurt. It&#039;s gonna hurt because it matters.&quot; - John Green

@Underwater_patricia Thank you so much for you input! It means a lot! Don't forget to check out my other work! All the best, Sierra

on May. 6 2015 at 10:39 pm
Underwater_patricia SILVER, Brighton, Massachusetts
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I love this, your words had a connection with me bc I have also felt in that way