You’re missing mommy, I can’t find you
You said you’d be right back, where did you go?
It’s been a long time since you tripped your veins
Poisoned your blood, your mind and your heart
You said “one more time” you lied”
It’s been almost 18 years that I’ve been on this earth]
But I bet you haven’t noticed, Right?
You shoot up, and freak out, that’s how it goes
You say you love me, with the slur of the poison within your breath
You’ve gone too far, taken to much you’re hooked
You’re on your own at night, behind thick smoke
I just wanted comfort mommy, please I’m scared
I was taken away, bet you didn’t noticed
Until you ran out and came down for a day
I don’t know where I am mommy, help me please
They hurt me mommy, please help me please
My new mommy and daddy, they do bad things
But you weren’t there to hear my cries
He took something from a six year old girl
Something that hadn’t even been founded yet
He ripped her apart and clumsily slapped her back together
Every night he took more and more, everything in his possession
She would cry and beg as he put that pressure on her
Mommy, I cried for you, my screams echoing in the bathroom
My heart longing and breaking, with every strike of his hands
My thighs burning, blood coated and searing with pain
Mommy, I cried for you, my screams echoing in the bathroom,
But you never came, you never showed
You’re tweaked to the max, alone somewhere
You said you loved me, where did you go?
You’re lost mommy, now so am I
Please take me home, mommy
I’m broken and bruised, but do you still love me?
Please say you do.