Everyday I feel like a mess.

I have cried everyday this week.

Not a lot but just a little. 

All different reasons. 

Because I have no real friends,

I'm the only one I trust.

I'm the only one on my side, no one to talk to.

No one who is really there.

No one I can cry to freely, no one hears my cry.

I want to freely cry, cry to the ponit when no tears are there.

I feel so much pain. 

I want to feel the pain but I don't want an audience,

I don't need an audience. 

I dont want anyone to see the pain.

I Just want to sit in the dark parts of the woods, 

and cry as alone as I want. 

So then, no one really sees my pain.

Just Somewhere. Alone.

but would that make me feel better?