Staring at the unknown is where she

Lost her control

What she saw before her was merely a labyrinth

Nothing more

Her life a path of twists and turns

Frustrations and persuasions

Scars and burns

Nothing to keep her back from hurting herself

Everything is rationed

She thought she had a hold on life

Going with the flow, up and down eventually ending in a

Place she does not know

Normality is not an option

Memories linger like the scent of a unicorn

Never forgotten

Unpleasant, unrelenting, unabsorbed

A living nightmare playing over in your mind

It's on repeat

Her smile is lethal

She never uses it now

Once upon a time she smiled at everyone she hated

And now she's all alone

Confused, scared, hopeless with no home

She looks toward the great blue sky and utters not a sound

She can't take this, she can't break this, is there nothing

More to life than this?

Obviously not

With tears of blood, she cried and cried and cried

And God's promise, the rainbow, entered the sky

But she had already committed suicide