Deprived of love
I only have myself to blame
because everyone who cares
I simply just push away

I gave my heart
to someone who fooled me
making me think
he actually wanted me

completely naive
to think we’d work
inevitably left I was
with a piercing hurt

trying to love again
I couldn't seem to do
for I had been broken
my heart split in two

my feelings for him
they continued to be
he’s got me in a trance
unable to be set free

I wish I could love
someone who loves me
but as of now
that will never be

Too busy craving his love
I simply ignored
all the people who cared
who had shown me love

Completely at fault
I am to blame
deprived of his love
I’m utterly ashamed.

And all because of him
I’m left feeling afraid
to even try to attempt 
to fall in love again.