Dear you,
I’ve always wondered how it would feel to have someone actually fall in love with you, I’ve always wondered how it would feel to be loved back. I don’t think I’ll ever understand the feeling of love, and for that I feel almost happy. They warned me about this, they warned me about all the things that would go wrong, but I thought that you were different, I thought it was true. I’ve always wondered how heavy your hand would feel in mine, or how light your laugh would be in person, but I now know how almost impossible that is. Love is something that I am only able to find, and it is always something that is one sided for me. I hate to cry, and I’m sorry that I am so weak, just know that no matter what I do to myself nothing of it is your fault. I love you, that’s not a lie, and no matter what happens, I might always will. I’m sorry.
Sincerely, ?someone that never mattered