its so painful
to watch
when its all you could want
in this cold world

I'M OVERWHELMED BY THIS!
HOW DO I COPE?!
AT ONCE I AM RIGHTEOUSLY ANGRY
CONFUSED
DESPAIRING
HeLpLeSs

Can I stop it?
These emotions swirling inside of my body.

My heart breaks as I watch two separates become a whole.
I want to join in so badly.
Words are not enough
Only a scream, raw emotion

This slope is treacherous,
And I'm afraid,
Of what will happen

I'm so scared.

WHY CAN'T I HELP ANYONE?!
IT'S WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO!
its what i've always done…

I think you should know,
I'm falling apart.

At the seams,
Inside
On the outside,

OH PAIN!
That which I would do without!

Which would hurt more?
To remove my emotions?
Or to feel my emotions?

can it please just end…?