I can not believe my eyes,
Nor my ears nor my heart.
I’ve found after all the years
that even these have turned on me.

I once have found a hatred in me,
Deep inside and locked within.
I used to wonder how long it’s been there
and now find I no longer want to know.

I think about the time we spend,
From our drives to our love.
I wonder if you choose to out of desire,
Or because you think it’s what I want.

I can tell you now, that I could care less.
I don’t want just sex or to kiss you
I simply want you to be called mine.
But you talk as if it can not be.

Sometimes I wonder about us.
Like what would be if I asked sooner.
But instead here we are, like we are,
acting like we’re in love but not knowing.

I often think about how you feel.
Your emotions, not your body.
I hope that inside you’re okay,
because inside of me there is chaos.

I’ve often expressed my emotions,
time and time immemorial,
But sadly to no avail or momentum.
You do not see what I see.

I see a future for us!
A dog! Kids! A house!
A cat if it means I get you,
To be able to call you mine.

Lazy afternoons and midnight snacks.
The things we do everyday already,
would only involve a ring on your finger.
These are the things I see for us.

You say you’re mostly gay, "girl dominate".
I see you smooth talking women a lot.
But with me there’s something different…
not quite romantic love but close.

Oh darling why don’t you see?
Your heart keeps getting broken…
It’s always been another woman,
so why not let it be me this time?

Are you afraid that it wouldn't go well, our love?
That our friendship would crash and burn?
In order for that to happen, we need to break up,
and I would prove my “forever” means forever.