Ocean,

never blue.

Ocean,

decent cool.

Nothing special.

Nothing changed.

Just another trip

I have been sucked into.

Thought it was a trip

for us to bond,

but became

something I didn't

care for.

I thought it was

going to be

the three us.

Then it became

the five of us.

I was ok,

until it became 

the eleven of us.

Because of this,

I was forced back

into the trip I've

always done.

I go thinking it'll

be fun 

and come back

wishing I'd never 

gone.

I thought I wouldn't

be stuck with

the kids like all the other

times.

I was not informed

of these beat.

    Once again

I have been told

     a lie of a

         trip.