Sometimes doesn't it get too much, it's overwhelming
You tell yourself you can take it but you can't
And now I'm sitting in my room surrounded by the lights
So why do I feel the darkness and under all the pressure
Will I just fade out into the blackness
Isn't it ironic
A tear sheds so clear but makes my world go all fuzzy
Such a blur in my mind
Suddenly I don't wanna be found
Don't wanna clear my mind
Cuz we're just so scared of the after
Don't wanna reach the end of this train of thought
I'm shedding crimson tears
Under the weight of this world
Just wanna let go of the fear but it stays
It's scent lingers near and it hurts like hell I guess roses never came without thorns
I just wanna let go
Can't let the pressure get me
Just wanna let go
Why the can't the world just lemme be
I just wanna let go
I heard someone say wanna be a teenager again
No responsibilities no trouble
I'm like oh really come live a day in my life
It's the twisty turning roller coaster ride
Yeah I'm falling falling and goin in loops
It's beautiful but sometimes I just wanna let go and fly
Isn't it ironic
A tear sheds so clear but makes my world go all fuzzy
Such a blur in my mind
Suddenly I don't wanna be found
Don't wanna clear my mind
Cuz we're just so scared of the after
Don't wanna reach the end of this train of thought
I'm shedding crimson tears
Under the weight of this world
Just wanna let go of the fear but it stays
It's scent lingers near and it hurts like hell I guess roses never came without thorns
I just wanna let go
Can't let the pressure get me
Just wanna let go
Why the can't the world just lemme be
I just wanna let go
The ones who jump just wanna fly
Do they know about the end cuz that's what kills
So we're just planning so hard to prevent it

Today's for tmrw yesterday for today
Lemme ask you a question

Can I live my today first? Live my today free? Can I just be me?
Am I allowed to let go?
Cuz I just wanna let go....