Why?

My heart is shattered like ice
And twice as cold…
You broke it beyond repair
Aren’t you bold?
Then again it’s probably fine for you
You feel no pain
You have someone to comfort and help you through
Someone who I guess gave you enough
And apparently…that’s more than I gave
But I’ll be ok

Chorus:
I’m telling myself I’ll be over you
Before this day is through…
And I may not be telling myself the truth
But it sure beats the pain.
And I’m lying when I say…
I’ll be ok.

Wont say what is on my mind…
Don’t feel like talking about this,
I’d rather cry,
When no one is watching,
Where I will feel safe
Then…
I’ll be ok.

Chorus:
I’m telling myself I’ll be over you
Before this day is through…
And I may not be telling myself the truth
But it sure beats the pain.
And I’m lying when I say…
I’ll be ok.

They say I can do better…
I just have to let my self,
Get over you
But some things are easier said than done
and that’s the truth
But each morning I’ll wake,
Look into a new day
And I’ll be ok

Chorus:
I’m telling myself I’ll be over you
Before this day is through…
And I may not be telling myself the truth
But it sure beats the pain.
And I’m lying when I say…
I’ll be ok.

And I’ve always been good at lying…
When it came down to heart break,
So much better than you…
Were at hiding the truth.
And I’m not lying when I say,
I hope you hurt her just her
Just the same
It may be bitter
And she might not really be the one to blame,
But in my eyes,
That’s a lie
And all I’ve got to say…

Is I’m telling myself I’ll be over you.
Before this day is through.
And I’m sure as hell not telling my self the truth…
But it beats this pain…helps the heartbreak…
And I’m lying when I say
I’ll be ok
Because no matter hard I try
To move on with my life…
The mark has been made…

Chorus:
I’m telling myself I’ll be over you
Before this day is through…
And I may not be telling myself the truth
But it sure beats the pain.
And I’m lying when I say…
I’ll be ok.