chorus:
Has a racing heart that won't stop shaking
2 bottles in each hand
and I was the abuser
I realize I've hurt the ones I love
but they've hurt me too

Huff and cut it to the numb the pain
pop 2, drink 1
and if I was such a bad person before
look at me, a messed up whore
stop telling me to go fix myself
when I don't even know how I got broken

Chorus:
Has a racing heart that won't stop shaking
2 bottles in each hand
and I was the abuser
I realize I've hurt the ones I love
but they've hurt me too

Judging eyes looking at me
threatening to come in between
I'm loved too much
that it just scares you

Chorus:
Has a racing heart that won't stop shaking
2 bottles in each hand
and I was the abuser
I realize I've hurt the ones I love
but they've hurt me too

Both messed up
need to grow up
got some issues I need to work out
gotta stop thinking about myself
needing some professional help

Chorus:
Has a racing heart that won't stop shaking
2 bottles in each hand
and I was the abuser
I realize I've hurt the ones I love
but they've hurt me too