I’m waiting for you on the stair
Trying not to mend the tear
Sitting here searching for you
And wondering if you even care

I pretend not to see you
Standing there, just you two
As I stumble down in your direction
Begging for your attention

Chorus
I have lost who I used to be
As I struggle against this love sick sea
You push me under until I’m out of breath
You use me until there is nothing left
Throwing my heart into the cold depths

I’m left with who I used to be
Searching for the real me
Not recognising who I am
As I reminisce over our shared sham

Chorus
I have lost who I used to be
As I struggle against this love sick sea
You push me under until I’m out of breath
You use me until there is nothing left
Throwing my heart into the cold depths

I sit waiting for the tears to fall
Knowing that you refuse to answer my calls
I know that I deserve more
But I want to know for sure
That everything we stood for
Has washed up forgotten on the shore

Chorus x2
I have lost who I used to be
As I struggle against this love sick sea
You push me under until I’m out of breath
You use me until there is nothing left
Throwing my heart into the cold depths