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I'm Not Going to Sit Here

June 2, 2013
By marialove3 PLATINUM, Port Angeles, Washington
marialove3 PLATINUM, Port Angeles, Washington
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Favorite Quote:
"I'm excited for tomorrow; no i don't know what is going to happen...anything can happen. I'm excited because I know I have what it takes to make it a great day for me, but even MORE excited because I will make it a great day for others as well."-me


Maybe me jealousy, took over me…
but I wasn’t feeling like you were concentrating,
on me.
I got to watch you walk away,
and you tell me to wait…
but then you go and sit by her.
Close enough to see,
but to far to reach.
But I’m not going to sit over here
and watch you hang over other girls.
I’m just not going to sit here
and pretend not to care
while you wear her sunglasses
and look over at me,
knowing I’m seeing.
And don’t you know,
I know what happened between you two.
I know the truth,
that you were to bothered to tell me.
She was kind enough and caring,
to do what you were supposed to.
Even now,
she cringes as I’m glaring.
And why are you now concerned,
about why I’m leaving here?
I didn’t know you cared enough,
and I didn’t know all I’m supposed to do
is be is your back up girl.
I’m not supposed to be,
I mean…I’m your girlfriend.
I’m not going to sit over here
and watch you hang over other girls.
I’m not going to sit here
and pretend not to care
while you wear her sunglasses
and look over at me,
knowing I’m seeing.
You need to re-evaluate things
if you want me to stay.
I love you for all your mistakes
but I don’t feel you’re very
deserving…of me.
Right now’s a reality check
take a deep breath
and one short moment to think about it.
Come on give it a rest,
I thought you were better than this.
Just know I’m not going to sit over here
and watch you hang over other girls.
I’m not going to sit here
and pretend not to care
I’m not going to.


The author's comments:
My boyfriend is clueless sometimes. -_-

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