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Uncertainty

October 8, 2015
By Adia16 GOLD, Nampa, Idaho
Adia16 GOLD, Nampa, Idaho
16 articles 7 photos 20 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Sing like no one's listening, Dance like no ones watching, Love like you've never been hurt."-Unknown


 I am turning through a dark uncertainty,

I’m tittering on the border of insanity.

Misplacements of cells through my body,
Determine my ability from day to day.

 

Will my cries ever reach out of my mind?
Will you honestly stay by my side? 
Or be the countless others who left me all behind,
To be in darkness forever blinded from the light.
I am turning through a dark uncertainty,
I’m tittering on the border of insanity. 

I can’t break free, until the common debt is paid.
I can’t control the outcome of my mind, or vessel.
Nor be a maid to the charade that all is well.

I am turning in a dark uncertainty, 
I’m tittering on the border of insanity.
Shunned by the course of humanity,
Judgement made on my personality.
Defenses of self becoming a murdered corpse,

Leaving a warp of an echo behind of the name I carry, 

I am living only barely. 


The author's comments:

This is part a vent, and a warning . Depression and situations like it are real. Sometimes the person cannot control the way they feel. Instead of an earful of lecture offer a kind heart and listening ear. The picture isn't mine, however, is beautiful done with talent. I felt it was the best to accompany  my words. 


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on Jan. 29 2016 at 2:19 pm
Maculate_Dream DIAMOND, Riverside, California
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Favorite Quote:
I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways to not succeed.<br /> <br /> All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.

Very intriguing, and very touching, I like it, especially the rhymes